Sunday, February 21, 2010

Committing Suicide

I can't stand this
Tipping my hat and kissing the world good-bye
for I grow mad and bored with life
the sex between Lucifer and I has made me what I am
MAD!
he is possessing me to do my last trick
SUICIDE
fearful I'm not...as a young one Immortality kissed my cheek
call me what I am
MAD HATTER
simply going nuts but it doesn't matter
the show will go on!
remaining on a slow trip to hell
take a look at my face you could tell
I simply don't give a damn,
this is the feeling of suicide
so I bid you adieu and tip my hat
kissing the world good-bye
this is the feeling of
SUICIDE! :)

B still my h3art

''BE STILL MY HEART!''
shouting as I attempt to decease the movement in my chest
yes I gave it a rest,for you see I also believed in the feeling of love
to feel like no other feeling can be put above
guessing that you've rekindled
the dead feeling its you I shall blame
I shall paint a Rose BLACK then give it your name
carressing you as you carress me
is this real?
boy I wish I had the guts to kill
for you see you would be my first victim...then
I shall follow
DANIEL you make me feel oh so bitter sweet to sallow
how I wish our kisses would never end
BE STILL MY HEART!
you've made me go completely mad
is this true...are you the best thing I've ever had?
you a puzzle consisting of a thousand peices
don't worry this is a wrap-up of my thesis
making me feel oh so bitter sweet to sallow
BE STILL MY HEART!

Poems

A poem about poems
yes I've simply gone mad! but I'm sure you knew that.
Limerick,Quatrain and Haiku
nope I'm not writing this free verse for you
this is simply for me to test my insanity
and to see if I've mastered the art of confusion
poetry sorta flows through me allowing me to reach the unreachable
truly unbelievable creating these words unheard of
A poem about poems
YES I'VE SIMPLY GONE MAD BUT I'M SURE YOU KNEW THAT

Only Between Us

Curious,willfull,and determined Iam ...seeking someone like you to become so into me

A curly haired teddy bear

with a name simple and timeless
getting me wet just the same
Billi3 yes Billi3

the name you love along with the girl that gets you hard in secounds

kissing,hugging and touching

3squire!
                                           you are a sweetie to me


Abnormal I am for you see together we can do no wrong...or maybe


we can

so to an 3squire simply from a BILLI3

damn you for making me feel this way...normal

always and forever I will be your sexy emo kitty known simply as

BILLI3

Secrets Inside

Im the lock...so where is the key?
won't someone dare to unlock me?
Simply to reveal the thoughts that reside in my head
stareing at the cealing while counting sheep in my bed
creativity moves quickly
I'm the lock...so where is the key?
WON'T SOMEONE DARE TO UNLOCK ME!?!

Tyriyelle Bannister

Tyriyelle Bannister
the magical enchanter casting your spell upon me
poem number two me writting am I yours to control? or am I simply mad !?!
My big sis
uncontrolable yet so adorable making me feel like a bowl of soup
all warm inside
simply you're my
TYRIYELLE BANNISTER>.<

What i'm feeling now

As my temperature rises

I slowly loose my insanity,watching myself change from

a TAJA TO A BILLI3 eyes resimbling those of

SATAN

sadness shows upon my face while dimlights surround me

dissapointment follows me without warning

as I slowly type this poem my tears fall upon the keys...should I be angry with myself?

how does it feel to be happy?

typing to avoid the world

I carved > this in my hand while crying with my door closed

so yes the meaning of sadness is a picture of me the monster that won't hide in your closet but will steal your T.V cause I'm
BILLI3

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Dear, Anonymous

January 7,2010
Dear, Anonymous...I'm sad
for you see I desperately want you
to reveal yourself to me,
constant questions run about in my head
Anonymous and it takes a toll upon me
how do you know me? and why does my life interests you so?
mattering not for you see you came into my life simply by fate
your my unknown angel
because you allow me to understand the understandable
writting to you to allow you to feel how I feel inside
cause sometimes I can be such a
MR.HIDE!
the monster with a good heart inside
im writting to you because never the less even if your a stalker
your my bitter sweet anonymous

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

PINK♥

Yes I admit it

I FEEL PINK!


YUCKY >.<
I can't believe I'm typing this
and yet I haven't stopped


                                              all mushy inside feeling love for the first time
not regretting the choices I've made opening my
heart
for the feeling of pink to creep in
yucky eyeshadow...yucky lip gloss
I'm such a girl, yep a pink chick
traded my football for a skirt and my high tops for high heels
Sugar,spice and everything nice
I admit it I FEEL PINK....
YUCK >.<


Monday, February 8, 2010

OUR MEMORIES

GROWING up wasn't easy for me without a mommy

but we managed

Rest In Peace super dad

forever will you be in my heart
7 years old you and I were wrestling
I fell down the stairs and broke my arm
13 years old you caught me smoking your joint...then sat down to join me
memories of you make me want to cry even though you didn't want see tears coming from my eyes
14 years old
August 20,2008
that's when you died
now I'm 15 daddy yes your little monster is all grown up
still messing up but as you said with failure come success
playing sports was fun cause I was always the champ
hahahahahahah so your the CHUMP!
My quarter back dad these are all of our memories

''DO YOU THINK U KNOW WHAT I'M DOING?''

when I'm crying myself to sleep thinking about all things I've done in my past
life?
Do you think u know what I'm doing...
as I slam the door behind me collapsing in my bed keeping all of my thoughts bottled in my head?
The truth hurts, while lies burn so keep it to yourself I'll find out on my own
Do you think you know what I'm doing
...nope I didn't think so
well I'm slowly ebbing and flowing out of reality with my eyes closed
but yet seeing colors
Yes I run on impulses cause my name suites the personality
BILLI3
Do you think you know what I'm doing?
falling slowly into reality even though I never left...High enough to freeze
time and inhale the purple's smoke
Do you think I know what I'm doing?
living life on my own terms popping lexapro
DO YOU THINK YOU KNOW WHAT I'M DOING?
well I'm ending this poem SO
I bid you adieu love

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