OUR MEMORIES

GROWING up wasn't easy for me without a mommy

but we managed

Rest In Peace super dad

forever will you be in my heart

7 years old you and I were wrestling

I fell down the stairs and broke my arm

13 years old you caught me smoking your joint...then sat down to join me

memories of you make me want to cry even though you didn't want see tears coming from my eyes

14 years old

August 20,2008

that's when you died

now I'm 15 daddy yes your little monster is all grown up

still messing up but as you said with failure come success

playing sports was fun cause I was always the champ

hahahahahahah so your the CHUMP!

My quarter back dad these are all of our memories

''DO YOU THINK U KNOW WHAT I'M DOING?''

when I'm crying myself to sleep thinking about all things I've done in my past

life?

Do you think u know what I'm doing...

as I slam the door behind me collapsing in my bed keeping all of my thoughts bottled in my head?

The truth hurts, while lies burn so keep it to yourself I'll find out on my own

Do you think you know what I'm doing

...nope I didn't think so

well I'm slowly ebbing and flowing out of reality with my eyes closed

but yet seeing colors

Yes I run on impulses cause my name suites the personality

BILLI3

Do you think you know what I'm doing?

falling slowly into reality even though I never left...High enough to freeze

time and inhale the purple's smoke

Do you think I know what I'm doing?

living life on my own terms popping lexapro

DO YOU THINK YOU KNOW WHAT I'M DOING?

well I'm ending this poem SO

I bid you adieu love