Secrets Inside

Im the lock...so where is the key?
won't someone dare to unlock me?

Simply to reveal the thoughts that reside in my head

stareing at the cealing while counting sheep in my bed

creativity moves quickly

I'm the lock...so where is the key?

WON'T SOMEONE DARE TO UNLOCK ME!?!

Tyriyelle Bannister

Tyriyelle Bannister
the magical enchanter casting your spell upon me
poem number two me writting am I yours to control? or am I simply mad !?!
My big sis
uncontrolable yet so adorable making me feel like a bowl of soup
all warm inside

simply you're my

TYRIYELLE BANNISTER>.<

What i'm feeling now

As my temperature rises

I slowly loose my insanity,watching myself change from

a TAJA TO A BILLI3 eyes resimbling those of

SATAN

sadness shows upon my face while dimlights surround me

dissapointment follows me without warning

as I slowly type this poem my tears fall upon the keys...should I be angry with myself?

how does it feel to be happy?

typing to avoid the world

I carved > this in my hand while crying with my door closed

so yes the meaning of sadness is a picture of me the monster that won't hide in your closet but will steal your T.V cause I'm

BILLI3

Dear, Anonymous

January 7,2010

Dear, Anonymous...I'm sad

for you see I desperately want you

to reveal yourself to me,

constant questions run about in my head

Anonymous and it takes a toll upon me

how do you know me? and why does my life interests you so?

mattering not for you see you came into my life simply by fate

your my unknown angel

because you allow me to understand the understandable

writting to you to allow you to feel how I feel inside

cause sometimes I can be such a

MR.HIDE!

the monster with a good heart inside

im writting to you because never the less even if your a stalker

your my bitter sweet anonymous

PINK♥

Yes I admit it

I FEEL PINK!

YUCKY >.<
I can't believe I'm typing this

and yet I haven't stopped


                                              all mushy inside feeling love for the first time

not regretting the choices I've made opening my

heart

for the feeling of pink to creep in

yucky eyeshadow...yucky lip gloss

I'm such a girl, yep a pink chick

traded my football for a skirt and my high tops for high heels

Sugar,spice and everything nice

I admit it I FEEL PINK....
YUCK >.<

OUR MEMORIES

GROWING up wasn't easy for me without a mommy

but we managed

Rest In Peace super dad

forever will you be in my heart

7 years old you and I were wrestling

I fell down the stairs and broke my arm

13 years old you caught me smoking your joint...then sat down to join me

memories of you make me want to cry even though you didn't want see tears coming from my eyes

14 years old

August 20,2008

that's when you died

now I'm 15 daddy yes your little monster is all grown up

still messing up but as you said with failure come success

playing sports was fun cause I was always the champ

hahahahahahah so your the CHUMP!

My quarter back dad these are all of our memories

''DO YOU THINK U KNOW WHAT I'M DOING?''

when I'm crying myself to sleep thinking about all things I've done in my past

life?

Do you think u know what I'm doing...

as I slam the door behind me collapsing in my bed keeping all of my thoughts bottled in my head?

The truth hurts, while lies burn so keep it to yourself I'll find out on my own

Do you think you know what I'm doing

...nope I didn't think so

well I'm slowly ebbing and flowing out of reality with my eyes closed

but yet seeing colors

Yes I run on impulses cause my name suites the personality

BILLI3

Do you think you know what I'm doing?

falling slowly into reality even though I never left...High enough to freeze

time and inhale the purple's smoke

Do you think I know what I'm doing?

living life on my own terms popping lexapro

DO YOU THINK YOU KNOW WHAT I'M DOING?

well I'm ending this poem SO

I bid you adieu love

billiez world

welcome kidies and kidos

follow me to see how far the rabbit hole goes,

in the world where I reside

their are blue grass and purple skys

my wonder land in the palm of my hands do you not understand

this page is my canvas now watch me create art.

welcome to billie's world so come boys and girls

creativity run wild

im running this show slowly so all can join

but...sadly my show is over

good-bye until we meet again

♥♥ Ebone-Anne♥♥

an ode to an ebone
a cross between weird and different

two of which

I enjoy being involved with

Your complexity impresses me

Reminding me of an abstract painting hanging in a gallery...constantly being watched by people who pass

Eagerly waiting for someone to read your story...

that's where I come in know as Taja the tormentor

but yet tormented by society

wanting me to be something I'm not!

Ebone-Anne the name of a puzzle consisting of a thousand pieces...now being the Taja that I am I try desperately to reveal the hidden picture

I've never met someone like you...such a unique name for a unique person

An untold story upon the shelf wanting someone bold enought to read

Im just the curious purple feline that simply came into your world at the right time wanting to read the book of an ebone

comming into each others lives was done only by fate,

I actually feel normal when around someone as strange as me

oh dearest ebone we share the same intrests

your so chill,laid-back and relaxed while smoking on your BLACKS

we simply are the normal ones in a world of insanity

But there one mystery that I'll never understand...

and thats why I love you so much

oh dearest ebone-anne

THE TRUTH>.<

Their isn't anything you can say that will make the pain go away,

Their is always going

to be sorrow that haunts me like no tomorrow

the hidden agenda

I found out the hard way cause I took a long puff and passed out in the driveway.

IVS AND A STOMACH PUMP

YOU MAKE ME SICK

I HATE YOU...AND YET I STILL LOVE YOU.

your dirty deed went punished when I saw you hit her, remember I sliced you 2inches deep

then laughed in my mind as you cursed

I HATED YOU... THEN

LATER

REALIZED THAT I STILL LOVED YOU

slipped me a twenty to ease your pain as awful

thoughts went through my brain

your a coward hear me

their is something your not and thats a daddy!

but their is somthing you are and thas a mistake

YOU SUCK!

HEY YOU KNOW WHAT

I lied their is something else that you are and thats

A WEED HEAD!

glad your dead in my mind I wish I could've went blind when I saw you sell her that stuff

I'VE HAD ENOUGHT!

I HATE YOU

nary the father daughter dances,long embarrassing talks,or strolls in the park

just dirty lungs

Kermitt Dawson sr.

not daddy nomore excuses or

lies

just hear my last replies

I HATE YOU... BECAUSE I... STILL LOVE YOU